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I had another one of my visions when I was 40 years old in April 2004 that was very vivid. I had come back home after watching an new historical movie called The Alamo because I shared my Dad's love for history that day because I never knew the story of The Alamo. And I was so happy and full of love for the characters and the actors who portrayed them. Before I went to bed, I prayed with love in all my heart and faith knowing that God heard my prayers. I prayed for the souls of Sam Houston, Davy Crockett and the martyrs, and the main actors. At the end of my prayer I asked Father God to show me the face of His Son Whom I've always desired to see. And I felt as if an unseen angel or spirit was holding my hand in agreement and walking away saying how sweet I was. I fell asleep and woke up at 3:00 in the morning in the darkness of my room. Something stirred in my eyes and I was afraid something was going to happen or I was going to see something. There were chaotic voices in the right side of my head that scrammed to the left far away from me. I kept my eyes closed. Then there was a great white light all around and the same dear Man with the white woolly hair and Jewish garb Who I saw when I was 17 (and in my 20's and 30's when I was sick Who gave me my songs & poems & designs) appeared before me. He looked very concerned at me with his hands on his hips. Then after a moment or so, He smiled really big with all His teeth showing and His head lifted up. He was so happy! Then He lowered His head a bit and winked at me very slowly with His left eye. The next three scenes were of other people and situations in my life at that time. The last scene in the vision with all the continuous bright white light started with a curtain opening and white clouds turning into little baby angels with wings. Then two tall persons in white robes with longer blonde hair without wings stood in front of me smiling and the person on the right shouted "JUST BELIEVE!" And they both rode off in a golf cart to my right and the bright white light turned off and everything was black and dark again. And I wrote it down in my journal. This vision was immediately during the week I tithed my promised 10% of my winnings.
The Lord appeared to me in a dream when I was 17 years old, 1980. I was in Hamilton, Ohio. At first I saw in the dream a window and outside were a couple of men on horses in grey uniforms holding swords. Then I was standing before The Lord inside a room near the window and The Lord had white, woolly, shoulder length thick hair and wore a white Jewish garb, and he seemed to not be so skinny. He was standing in front of me writing on the wall with an overhead projector. I was reading out loud the Scripture, and I woke up from the dream speaking in tongues while I was reading it. I was excited and wondered if it was The Lord or St. Paul, and I tried to remember what Scripture I read and I thought I remembered it was Thessalonians.
I feel the interpretation of the dream meant that the antichrist spirit was outside of me and I'm no longer of the world's spirit with a conquering spirit as described in Revelations 7th seal's first horseman. And the Spirit of Christ Jesus is inside of me and teaches me and He was telling me what to know and how to live when I was 17. He wanted me to stay pure and not sin in fornication as so many of my peers and community was doing at that age. I know now that that dear Man I saw in my dream was the Spirit of Jesus Christ because as an answer to prayer of Who that Man is, I had another dream years ago of that same Man washing His feet and I heard a voice say He was Jesus' Spirit.
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My first song "Work of the Artist" was written when I was 18 in one sitting after Jesus showed me a vision of His Hands on His lap as if giving me something. My first poem "Your Name Signed in Beauty" was written in the military while on leave in a plane flying over Tanana, Alaska.
The Lord even gave me designs to draw and I kept getting more and more ideas. I have over a hundred designs and some watercolor paintings. My designs are very simple and mostly repetitious designs.
Most of my songs were written after I came out of the military in my 20's & 30's, and I felt my mind and/or my ability to imagine was neutralized. I wrote from my Spirit man. The Lord let me see Him with my spirit eyes and knew I wasn't imagining Him because I couldn't imagine or think very well. He seemed to have white woolly hair and wore a white Jewish garb, the same dear Man who came to me when I was 17. He always smiled at me. I prayed to The Lord Jesus Christ to help me keep my mind from turning to mush even though I couldn't do anything. The Lord answered me and guided me to grab a pencil and just scribble, which He helped me to turn into thoughts, then words, then rhyme, then compose with guitar, and ultimately record on a demo CD.
I want to see you in Heaven!